Händel-Sonata in D Minor
I see the wind gallop by me,
I grab it
To shelter it on a canvas.
I carry some doubts with me
In case I end up loving too much.
But you just think you don’t have enough courage
To pass through the shadow
In front of me,
Now I’m writing these to you
To let you know
It’s just the fog in your mind.
Sometimes I find myself
Considering the worst,
Nobody else knows I’m making myself
Believe it’s just not the worst possible.
Pessimistic “dreams” aloud,
Yelling and crying women around,
Deeper and deeper wounds,
Closing your ears to cries.
Tell me,
Do you feel safe enough?
Don’t suppose I’m just sitting in dark,
Because we all need time to decide.
It’s sometimes
When you take a lonely path up,
When you give silence up,
When you break up.
Remember,
The sunflowers turn to the light
When the sun goes up.
You kept on whispering,
You were simply judging
Who you don’t know at all.
You imagined you could
Deafen me by your biting noises,
You said you could
Defend yourself on white horses:
You should’ve had your soul as your shield,
You should’ve taken your mind as your sword.
Pardon me
If I have been strong,
If I have put you far away,
If I haven’t called you for help,
If I have taken the hardest way.
I just had to learn to stand with you in your way
With my own spirit
Pretending to be hidden in my eyes.
Tho’ you should’ve been told:
Every rose has its thorn.